Braving the Ocean

I got a call from my dad today and said he's off to the sea again for work. He's been off the sea for a few months now and he said he's having seasickness again.

The sacrifice my dad does for me. I will forever be grateful for that. It's kinda saddening how we have not seen each other for almost 3 years now and he couldn't come home until we have saved enough for my dialysis monthly bills for all the months he will be here.

My dad, together with my mom, whenever I think of the many sacrifices they have done and will do just to keep me alive, is overly remarkable. The things parents will do for their children, I see that in them.

I just miss my daddy so much.

And as their daughter, it pains me that they are going through what they are going through right now because of what happened to me. This isn't the life I have wanted them to have eafter college. I have always thought, after brother and I finish college, dad could come home to retire and I'd be successful and we all will get rich and have lots of savings and live a comfortable life, like we always did.

We are all definitely trying our best to keep afloat and hold on to each other.

I just thank God for having parents like my mom and dad. That alone makes me realize how God truly love me and have not forsaken me in this very trying times (which have been going on for 3 years already).