Die Bitches

I am so mad right now that I could kill a person or maybe a group of persons. And there's a lot of killing to do.. Maybe I should just all poison them? I hate it when I am crossed, I get really, really mad.

Maybe the hate inside me would burn me out and that my heart will just stop out of anger. Maybe that's better. Right now, I don't want to feel anything. Or maybe feel other feelings than this. Maybe it's better if I just kill myself with anything than be killed by other people's doing.

I try to be the best I can be, but maybe it isn't enough. It is never enough. It wasn't enough then, why would I think it be enough now? Or maybe there are just so many evil and selfish persons in the world more than there are good people. More people who are more miserable than I am that they couldn't think of other person's feelings.

Geez, I still wish someone will drop dead right now. I could see the face in my mind, such a bitch. Well the person is.. Desperate one too. Too desperate perhaps.