Good Morning Sunshine

Mornings like today, I feel a tad more grateful for waking up. Then I get to wonder if other people notice and give thanks that they have woken up today or don't really think about it, taking each morning for granted and not reflect a little on how each morning is an extension of yesterday and today is a gift really.

At times when problems come my way, specially about money, or I have squabbles with loved ones, I automatically feel like, "I hate my life, I want to die". Maybe it's my circumstance now, or I the fact that I am overly insecure about many things in my life, my hope jar is almost always empty, or I am just predisposed to get depressed because of my toxins level. At that moment of confusion and trouble, I almost always want to give up, thinking I don't have a friggin chance in this life, but not totally giving up, I wait just for another day, then things come around, my head clears up, my temper wears down, and solutions and help from out of nowhere, people, things who out of the blue help me and make my life better.

So today is Black Saturday, I am eating binignit because it's Holy Week and everyone eats binignit, not even being an HD patient can stop me from having a spoonful or.. a bowl of it. Lol.. I just want to say I am thankful and grateful for the key people in my life, for God's gift of life, which is still a good one despite being it's not.